Saturday, 26 July 2008

If. (Rudyard Kipling)

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise.

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Tuesday, 22 July 2008

why did he keep betting pot?

Game #6207406473: Omaha PL ($1/$2) - 2008/07/22 - 15:50:13 (UK)
Table "Developed" Seat 1 is the button.
Seat 1: Slim ($92.86 in chips)
Seat 2: Greenday7 ($205.95 in chips)
Seat 3: broadway9 ($210.25 in chips)
Seat 4: svetlana ($287.70 in chips)
Seat 5: guenh ($225.55 in chips)
Seat 6: Hoobi ($214.40 in chips)
Greenday7: posts small blind $1
broadway9: posts big blind $2
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to Greenday7 [Ad 6h Kd 8d]
svetlana: folds
guenh: folds
Hoobi: folds
Slim: raises to $7
Greenday7: calls $6
broadway9: folds
----- FLOP ----- [8c 8s 8h]
Greenday7: checks
Slim: bets $16
Greenday7: calls $16
----- TURN ----- [8c 8s 8h][5s]
Greenday7: checks
Slim: bets $48
Greenday7: calls $48
----- RIVER ----- [8c 8s 8h 5s][Ah]
Greenday7: checks
Slim: bets $21.86 and is all-in
Greenday7: calls $21.86
----- SHOW DOWN -----
Slim: shows [Qh As Qc 6c] (A Full House, Eights full of Queens)
Greenday7: shows [Ad 6h Kd 8d] (Four of a kind, Eights, Ace high)
Greenday7 collected $184.72 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot $187.72 Main pot $184.72 Rake $3
Board [8c 8s 8h 5s Ah]
Seat 1: Slim (button) showed [Qh As Qc 6c] and lost with A Full House, Eights full of Queens
Seat 2: Greenday7 (small blind) showed [Ad 6h Kd 8d] and won ($184.72) with Four of a kind, Eights, Ace high
Seat 3: broadway9 (big blind) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: svetlana folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: guenh folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Hoobi folded before Flop (didn't bet)

Saturday, 19 July 2008

yes! good work.

Game #6173821703: Omaha PL ($5/$10) - 2008/07/19 - 02:00:41 (UK)
Table "Leduc" Seat 4 is the button.
Seat 3: Greenday7 ($140 in chips)
Seat 4: Gorbag ($376 in chips)
Seat 5: nameless ($277.50 in chips)
nameless: posts small blind $5
Greenday7: posts big blind $10
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to Greenday7 [9s 8d Jh 9d]
Gorbag: calls $10
nameless: calls $5
Greenday7: raises to $40
Gorbag: calls $30
nameless: raises to $160
Greenday7: is all-in $100
Gorbag: calls $120
----- FLOP ----- [8h 7d 6s]
nameless: bets $117.50 and is all-in
Gorbag: calls $117.50
----- TURN ----- [8h 7d 6s][5s]
----- RIVER ----- [8h 7d 6s 5s][6c]
----- SHOW DOWN -----
nameless: shows [4d As Ac 6h] (A Straight, Eight high)
Greenday7: shows [9s 8d Jh 9d] (A Straight, Nine high)
Gorbag: shows [2s 2d Ah 4s] (Two Pairs, Sixes and Twos, Eight high)
nameless collected $275 from Side pot #1
Greenday7 collected $418 from Main pot
----- SUMMARY -----
Total pot $695 Main pot $418 Side pot #1 $275 | Rake $2
Board [8h 7d 6s 5s 6c]
Seat 3: Greenday7 (big blind) showed [9s 8d Jh 9d] and won ($418) with A Straight, Nine high
Seat 4: Gorbag (button) showed [2s 2d Ah 4s] and lost with Two Pairs, Sixes and Twos, Eight high
Seat 5: nameless (small blind) showed [4d As Ac 6h] and won ($275) with A Straight, Eight high

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

lexicological

To celebrate my birthday, I'm assembling and organising every musical score I've written for all the various projects I've been involved with over the last five years. As I'm going to Leeds soon, it's a great opportunity to show my face and get this surprisingly thick 210 page collection printed and bound. The scores, in chronological order, are:

Beseechingly
It's Not Too Late
Advancement
Box Clever
Rube
State of Wonder 1M3
State of Wonder 1M5A
Thieftakers
John Player
Last Thoughts Before Suicide
WWF
De-Gradation
Propagation I
Propagation II
Propagation IIIPropagation IVPropagation VPropagation VI
Ravel: Oiseaux Tristes (Orchestration)
Webern: Three Little Pieces, Op. 11 (Orchestration)
A Clockwork Music
Journey Blessing
Quagmire
Sappho Song
Wintertime
The full score to my rock opera Rebel Girl has also been organised, and punches in at just under 300 pages. Hopefully this year will be the year it's one step closer to a premiere.

I am entering a rather interesting Italian composer's competition, the Frammentazioni, in which all entries have to be under a minute long. I thought the six clarinet studies (Propagation) would be ideal for this, and if selected it's also a great chance to claim a broadcast credit on European radio.